hello there, its been about 3 days from the day my girlfriend and i broke up. i’m not really good at blogging or writing but i thought this will be a good way to express my feelings and thoughts. so i was with my girlfriend for about 3 years and if we were still counting months as anniversary, yesterday would’ve been our 1 year and 1 month anniversary. Instead of spending time with her or making things up between each other. i was actually at a big birthday party for my friend bob and i have to say, i was drunk but now shit faced. it was fun and everything went well, but when i woke up today. i felt sad and i tired to feel happy for all the excitement we had yesterday but i was able to just push everything aside and think about her. i’m not trying to be like those guy who are crazy about there ex girlfriend but i’m just trying to say that i really miss her. we argue about a lot of lots of different things and one of them is the way i am. she does not accept me for who i am as of right now. i do smoke, drink, go out late, and i’m always busy. (i am a full time college student and i work.) Well, when we were still together, it didn’t bother me whether how long i was spending time with my gf as long as i get to see her and spend time together. We both have different schedules and we both have different expectations. then again, people do say that opposites attract hahaha. i really don’t know what to do…. i was on her tumblr and i look at her new pictures she posted up, at that point i really missed her and i wanted to just see her and hug her. it made me happy to see that she was happy but then again she could be just putting up a face.. i do want to call her to see how is she but that’ll only make things hard for her. i’m planning to writing in her every single day to just talk about what i’m going through. i’m sorry for those who DO read this and think this is dumb. i just think that this will help me in some way. WELL, i have to go now. .
