its night time now and today was tiring. well the good parts are that i was able to see her walk by at school. she was really pretty and i wanted to chase after her to talk to her but…what is that going to do? its just going to make things hard. i’m still thinking about our relationship like what i told her and everyday i just want to call her and tell her that i want to be with her :( then again, i did call her today and everything went well until towards the end of our phone conversation. she started to get annoyed and i got a little annoyed too. i’m happy that she’s going out and having fun with friends. i want her to experience that and i’m here watching over her and preparing myself to be with her forever. i love her a lot and i care about her so much but as of right now she’s not able to see or feel that. today was a really tiring day because i had to wake up early for school and then i had work. i think about her every single day and i just wish that everything will work out and we’ll both be happy :) goodnight
